Chapter 30

NEXT MORNING

Mika tried to open her eyes,but she was to comfy sleeping and her eyes were too heavy.But then she reazlied the sun is already up and it’s time to wake up.Mika tired to lift her head and when she did,she reazlied she was not sleeping on a pillow.

Mika looked up and saw Shinn sleeping beside her and she quickly rolled to the other end of the bed.

Mika : (shocked)Oh my god.

Shinn : (opening his eyes) Oh you are awake?

Mika : yes I am awake,why are you here?

Shinn : Why I am here?You cant remember?

Mika : Remember what?

Shinn : (laughed )

Shinn lifted himself from the bed and walked to the door without explaining  anything to Mika.

Shinn : Im gonna go shower,and you are gonna take your time to remember what happened last night.It’s very very important.And Good Morning!

Shinn winked at her before closing the door and left Mika alone,with no idea what was talking about.Mika looked the bed,and then the door and the bed again and she looked ah herself.She really really cant remember what happened last night

NOON

Mika : (sitting at the edge of the bed) ….What sorcery is this…

Mika staye in the room, trying hard to remember what happened last night but she must be too drunk that she cant remember anything.Mika walked across the big room and then sat on the bed again.She then stood up and walked to the window and smack her head on the window.

Mika : Why cant I remember anything damn it.Mika Mika Mika Mika,you drank a lot last-- Wait,I had wine yesterday?I did?

Mika then opened the door and make sure that Shinn has gone out,after she searched the suite and she is sure Shinn is not there,she walked to the balcony and then she stopped.And all of a sudden,she turned around and walked to the room and look at the bed.

Mika : He carried me here and --wait he carried me?Im gonna sue him for this.But wait..

Mika suddenly remembered her grabbing Shinn’s hand and asking him to stay with her.

Mika : (shocked) I didn’t..oh shit.This is not good.Mika,why did you do that!?

Mika panicked as she finally remembers what happened last night and she can stand still that she quickly grab a bottle of water and drink it.

Mika : Alright,Mika.Calm down.I didn’t say anything right..I hope so.(sigh)

Mika sat on the bed because her head was spinning and she litereally spaced out.Suddenly she heard the Shinn opened the door to the suite and she quickly arranged her hair and ties it up into a messy bun,like she always did.

Shinn : (opened the door to the room)

Shin saw Mika sitting on the bed and he knew that Mika has already remembered what happened last night by looking at her expression.Shinn closed the door and sat beside Mika.

Mika did not look at him nor said anything.She just stare at the floor and sometimes at the wall and sometimes at the bed side table.She just cant get herself to look at Shinn.

Shinn :So?

Mika : ….

Shinn : I can see that you remembered?

Mika : ….(playing with her fingers)

Shinn : Mika?

Mika : (sigh) IM sorry.

Shinn : And why is that?

Mika finally turned to Shinn but she didn’t look at him at all.

Mika : I think I remember what happened last night. I asked you stay with me here,and I was drunk and I know it was very very not a good idea.We do stupid things when we are drunk I guess.

Shinn : And?

Mika : What?

Shinn : Are you sure you remembered everything?(grinning)

Mika : (puzzled) Well yes.I asked you stay.Thats all.

Shinn :(leaning close  to Mika) Are you sure?

Mika : (looking at Shinn with a puzzled face) What of course I am --

Shinn : Are you sure?

Mika suddenly remembered what he said to Shinn when they were outside at the balcony last night and that made Mika stopped talking and turned away

Mika : (miming) Oh damn it…

Shinn : That’s the one Mika.

Mika : (face palming)

Shinn : (smiling)

Mika kept sighing as she remember every details of what she told Shinn and the most important part is when she told Shinn she likes him.Mika feels like running away that time but doing that would make things worse and more complicated and she doubt Shinn would let her change the topic,not this time.It was a very crucial moment indeed she thought.

Shinn : Mika?

Mika : Aaa…was I that drunk last night?

Shinn :Very.

Mika : I did…why..oh damn…I guess you can forget about what I said last night.I didn’t realize.

Shinn : Mika ,would you please turn and look at me?

Mika : (ignoring Shinn)

Shinn : Mika?Why is it so hard for you to just turn around and look at me?

Mika : …..(sigh)

Shinn : Don’t make me do it for you.

Mika : Alright.Alright.Wait(hesitating)

Mika slowly turned her body to face Shinn,but she still keeps her head down.

Shinn : Look at me.

Mika : Why would I look at you.

Shinn : (laughing) Are you really gonna keep doing that?

Mika : Shut up.

Shinn : Look here now.

Mika :Can I just not look at you Shinn.Wait,is that even a valid question…

Shinn : Definitely invalid.(grinning)

Shinn swiftly took Mika’s hand and asked her to face him.Mika was too shocked that she quickly look at Shinn.

Shinn : Now listen.

Mika : I am listening

Shinn : To be honest,I actually lost count on how many times I struggle not to fall.

Mika : ..Fall?Where?The stairs?

Shinn : No,not the stairs Mika(laughed)

Mika : Then,what?The stage?

Shinn : No no of course not.

Mika : Then?

Shinn : You.

Mika : …..What are you saying?

Shinn : Do you know how I woke up everyday,thinking if I ever gonna hear what you said last night?

Mika looked at Shinn without saying anything.

Shinn : I know not everything is meant to be,but everything is worth a try.Do you know how wonderful can someone be when the person they really really love,return their feelings?

Mika : More than anything?

Shinn : I think Im being too peotic now.

Mika : You sure do,I cant really understand what you are saying--

Shinn : I need you.

Mika : What?

Shinn :From the moment I saw you on your first day of work.I knew that it’s gonna be hard for me not to fall for you.And I know this may sound weird but I tried too hard for too long to stay away and I am not letting go of this chance again.

Mika : Wait..what..

Shinn : I need you Mika.

Mika : (speechless)

Shinn : And no,you cant run away.

Mika : Hold it.hold it.this is too much and too detailed.

Shinn : (laughing)

Mika : You…. like me?

Shinn : I like you Mika,And I know you do too.

Mika : Wait,wait. Why the sudden …this?

Shinn : Trust me,I really really thought I had no chance until last night.

Mika : Oh damn it.Last night..last night.

Shinn laughed as he look at Mika’s reaction to everything he just said.

Shinn : Are you going to reject me or are you going to admit that you like me too even though you just did last night

Mika : But--

Shinn : I’ll take that as a yes?

Mika :You are not gonna believe me even if I said no.So why bother.Plus,my head is trying,still trying to digest everything now.

Shinn smiled as Mika quickly pulled her and crossed her arm.

Shinn : I didn’t know that you can give this kind of reaction (grins)

Mika : Shut up Shinn.Shut up

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Shinn suddenly lean closely to Mika and kissed her  hair  and before Mika can say anything he stood up and went the door.

Shinn : Get ready,we are going to my sister’s place for tea time and dinner.I’ll wait outside.(closed the door)

Mika froze as her brain try to digest what just happened and her heart literally stopped when Shinn did that.Out of everything,her brain and heart stopped functioning when Shinn words got stucked in head.

Mika : Heart palpation,I need air (breathing hard)